To Pee or Not to Pee?

Hi …

I’m Leigh and I’m a Stick-a-Holic.  I’ve been peeing on HPT sticks for three days now and driving myself fuckin’ crazy with 4 … yes 4 disgusting BFN! 

Today is day 13 … one would think that a BFP would shine up a little at this point … even a faint line would do … but no … nada … nope … zilch!  O’ well … there’s always tomorrow morning’s first pee … am I psycho … yes … do I really care at this point … no … will I just blame it on my hormones … you bet your ass!

So … I want to see who else out there is like me: 

Zep thinks it is because I got the CVS brand of HPT and that I fall outside the 87% range of woman who get an accurate result 1 day before their expected period.

I love his optimism. 

Today is our One-Year Wedding Anniversary! 

This time last year we were standing in a candle-lit Church, surrounded by our family and friends … hand in hand … heart to heart … it was amazing!  We walked each other down the aisle and then had our Mom’s each stand and ‘present’ us to the Pastor.  We had a late evening wedding … the entire Church was lit by candles with cream roses and sunflowers all around … I felt like a princess … and he was of course my prince … hard to believe that an entire year has gone by already. 

*** Sigh ***

I feel so blessed to have this man … this marriage … I just wish I could say the same for these ovaries and this uterus!

Until tomorrow ….